■Y/N's POV■

The birds are chirping while flying in circle in front of the window. I took a last peek at the two bird that looks happy with each other's presence.

I walk into the bathd room, slowly strip me off my pajamas. The sound of the water flows as I turned the shower on. Water dripping through my whole body, ease me to spread the soap all over.

I rinse my body before stepping out of the shower cub. Not even bothered to dry my hair, I start to put on my uniform, drenching the colar a little bit.

The towel that I left untouched on my shoulder is being drapped on my head, startling me as someone dry my hair. I look back and Nonoka stares at me with worries.

Nonoka: Stop thinking about unnecessary thing... or someone... you'll catch a cold if you don't dry yourself completely.

Y/N: Nonoka...

Nonoka pulls me to sit and start using the hotel's hairdryer on my hair.

Nonoka: Y/N... don't think about it... he told you to forget it anyway...

"Takao: Forget it..."

It's true that Takao told me to forget everything he said to Mikami san last night.

But...

"Takao: I don't think I'll regret anything more than hurting Y/N, from losing her... because"

Why did he say that?

"Takao: I really love her"

My heart clenches as I rember his voice when he said that.

How can I just forget it?

All of the students are now gathering at the lot for the bus to pick us up. Me and my friends are gathering in one spot, talking about our trip, but I can't really join in the conversation.

Minami san is with me and Nonoka. She approaches me earlier and apologize again, but I told her that it's fine. Minami told us that she's not a very good person back in junior high school, but then she realizes that she needs to change.

So manage to change her image in high school and she wants to keep on her good track, but Mikami threatened her about telling everyone about her past clouded her judgment.

She regret harming me, she said she doesn't care anymore about if her past leaked. Minami really tries her best to be a better version of herself.

As I talk with my friends.

Midorima: you sure you've packed all of your things? You space out a lot when you packed...

Takao: I did... I checked all of my stuff...

Midorima san walks with Takao san, just a couple meters away from me. As I look their way, Takao san eyes found mind. His eyes widened and so does my body stiffens.

He looks troubled and looks away. Seeing him turns his head away from me, makes me feel down for a reason.

I...

Don't like it...

■Takao's POV■

The trees and houses nearby seem to move rapidly as I'm currently looking at them from a moving train. I close my eyes and Y/N's face when we met eyes back at the hotel, surfaces in my mind.

How my head turns to look at her way even though I didn't know that she was there. How I can't help but stares at her (e/c) eyes even just for a brief moment. How, I ended up looking away because I'm afraid she'll look at me with hatred after I dared to blurt my feeling out and shi listened to it.

How I'm so afraid of being hated even more by her...

My attention was diverted from the scenery as my classmates talk about Midorima who sits next to me. I look at my green haired friend, who's sleeping while holding today's lucky charm.

Midorima, I should've listened to him. He distances himself from me a little the moment I got close to Fuyumj. Telling me to not hurt Y/N until he eventually fed up, but he still consoles me when I'm regretting my decision to left Y/N.

I'm thankful to have him as my teammate and friend. I get up from my seat and head to the train restroom. As I slides the door to the restroom area, the door from the other train cart slides open as well.

My body stiffens as (e/c) eyes meet mine. Y/N is standing right infront of me in this narrow area. Turning around and leave will make things even more awkward than It's already is.

Takao: hey...

I close the door, signing that I'll not avoid her. Don't want us to be strayed even more. Y/N too closes the door and stands in the line as we both waiting for our turn to use the toilet.

Y/N: Hi, Takao san...

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We both just stand in silence, only being surrounded by the sound of the vehicle we're in.

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I don't like this...

I Don't like how we're right now...

The restroom door open, another student came out and he both look at me and Y/N with an awkwardness hinted in his eyes. Probably someone who knows about our past relationship.

Takao: you, can use it first...

Y/N looks at me a bit troubled.

Y/N: but... you came earlier...

Takao: we came at the same time... I just open the door sooner...

As I tried to ease the awkwardness between us, a small smile formed on her face. How the suffocating feeling left my body the second I see that smile.

Y/N: well... then... I'll go first, thank you Takao san...

Y/N gets in and I feel a little relieved. But something bad is rising. The moment I see her smile.

I want to see it again...

Hours have passed, we're finally arrived in Tokyo. As Midorima and I were getting up from our seat, Fuyumi walked passed us. She looks at me, a frown clearly shown. She then turns her head and walk out.

Midorima: you're a pro at making women as your enemy...

Takao: shut up...

We both get out of the train and head to the exit. The sky aren't bright anymore. The slanting rays of setting sun, gave a warm orange tinge in the sky.

Midorima and I part ways after a junction, and now I walk on my own heading to my blocks. As I look around, I remember my days when I was Y/N's boyfriend.

Our houses are on the same way. When I had my heart broken by Fuyumi, Y/N tends to cheer me up as we walk home together.

I passed a store where we used to stop by to grab an ice cream together. Now I'm near the local park where I realized my feelings for her and confessed. The place where she and I first shared our first kiss under a cherry blossom tree when the sun is setting just like now.

I'm moving my feet, my eyes are glued at the park. Just like my feelings that still glued to Y/N. There's the tree, the one that holds my memory with her.

Just then my eyes caught something on the other side of the tree. My body moves on it's own as now I'm running.

■3rd Person POV■

When the train arrived at the station, Y/N immediately head home. Nonoka and Minami could sense that something is bothering her, and they know exactly what or who.

Y/N has been troubled by her feelings since last night. The moment she heard about Takao's feeling, about his regret, all of the wall she built to forget about her feelings, crumbled.

She's conflicted, a part of her is happy when she learns that it's not just her that was hurt by the separation, but at the same time, she's still upset that he chose to leave her.

As she walk and realizes that she's near the park where Takao confessed his feeling for her, Y/N turns her heal and walk inti the park. Heading to the tree near a small pond.

The usually packed park is now empty as the day sky is no longer bright, in less than an hour, it'll probably be dark.

Y/N walks and stops under the tree. She looks up and stares at the tree.

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One by one the memory of her and Takao comes to her mind. The lovely days the spend together as a couple, to the lonely days she through when Takao changed, then the painful days of when she sees him with Fuyumi at school, and the day she heard him regretted leaving her stating that he loves her.

Everything just come at once and by now, her body trembles a little. The travel bag in her hand fell to the grass covered ground as Y/N brings her arms to hug her body, pondering about her mixed feelings.

The feeling of pain and disappointment yet she also can no longer deny that she still loves Takao. The moment she realizes her feeling, her eyes starts to get warm and in a moment, the first drop of tears fell to the ground after making a small trail on her red cheek.

She cries under the tree with one of her most precious memory. Just then, the sound of someone running her way got her attention. Just before she manage to wipes her tears dry, strong hands turns her body around.

Y/N's is now staring at Takao's worried eyes.

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Takao: are you okay!? What happened? Why are you crying? Are you hurt?

A question comes after another as Takao can't help but being worried the moment he sees Y/N cries. Y/N was surprised the guy that she's been thinking about is now standing right in front of her, hands gently hold her by the shoulder.

Y/N : Takao... san...

Seeing him again makes her tears flows even more, as now she's infuriated. Y/N takes a step back away from Takao.

Y/N: why?

Takao stares at Y/N

Takao: Y/N...

The gentle girl is now ranting her thoughts out.

Y/N: why... why did you took my side? You chose her...

Takao: Y/N-

Y/N: you cheated on me with her and broke up with me for her... so why? Why did you... make her mad at you... by taking my side...

Y/N takes another step back away from Takao getting closer to the tree trunk. Takao takes a step closer to her as she moves away from him.

Y/N: why did you said all of that... and tell me to forget it? Why?

Y/N takes another step away from Takao and the boy did the opposite again.

Takao: Y/N...

Y/N: why... why did you make me confused with my own feelings? Why did you make the wall I built crumbled? Why... why did you make it harder for me to forget my feelings? Now... what... should I do...

Takao can no longer hold himself as he closen the distance between them. He grabs Y/N's hand and pulls her to him as his other hand latches on the back of her head, pressing her to him.

Y/N: T-Takao san? What ar-

Y/N was surprised and trying ti struggle, but Takao didn't let go. He tightened his arms around her instead.

Takao: if you... don't know what to do...

Y/N listens to Takao's voice as it sounds helpless and stops struggling. Feeling the girl is no longer trying to break free from his arms, Takao pulls away a little just so Y/N can see his face.

Y/N eyes widened when she sees the pain in Takao's eyes as he stares at her.

Takao: then... so am I... I don't know what to do.. I regret hurting you and left you... regret not being able to understand my own feeling before... regret losing you... and regret
that I still love you but... I have no right to show you my feelings...

Takao lowers his gaze before shutting his eyes close. Y/N could feels his grips tightened but not enough to hurt her, more like afraid to letting go.

Takao: what... should I do? What should I do? To be forgiven by you? I... don't want to be hated by you... I... Love you Y/N...

As she hears this another tears fall from her eyes. And Takao reaches a hand to wipes it away. Seeing how Y/N looks so hurt just like the day they broke up.

But now, Takao doesn't want to lose her again. This time as he made her cry again, he will ask for forgiveness, and wipes her tears away.

Y/N: how... how could you say it... you're...

Takao leans in closer and presses his forehead to hers.

Y/N : you are... very selfish...

Takao: I'm sorry...

The two stands together under the tree that united. Body's are close but their feelings are still not connected, waitimg to be intertwined.

Takao: can we... talk... can you please... tell me what to do so you can give me a chance?

Feelings are conveyed...

Sadness...

Disappointment...

Anger...

Regret...

And Love...

But they need to be sorted off...

Before the two can decided where will the be heading this time...

Before they can decided what to do...